Memories...

Feels good to be back to blogging... Ever since the last blog, there are so many things that have happened... I will try to find time, and not excuses, to blog about them because i believe that it is part of the memories that are meant to kept...

Recently have been reading my (and hers) past post and realized that i need to be more observant with my surrounding. There are many things that are gone if you dont take time to cherish it at that moment. Fate have been playing games with me... But i guess i only have myself to blame for my own mistake...

Ever since that text, I've done alot of thinking and i really learnt 1 very important lesson: 1 mistake can really change one's entire future. If i didn't make that mistake then... I may not be how i am today. I will not be at this moment, typing this blog and reflecting about things that would not have happened...

I guess that's all for now... Will do a follow up... Hope you're fine (and still single...).

I'm uncertain about my future... But given the chance to turn back time, i will return to the time to undo that mistake and wait for you...

Have my efforts been for nothing?
I feel tired... Should i carry on?

Maybe they were right... Environment is different and there are too many things and factors in which i cant control...

Idk wat to do... I feel tired...
I need help...
Someone?
Anyone?
I guess no one cares...

School Starts!

Well... Not blogging for the past few days cos many things happened and school has finally started! Actually haven get into that 'study' mood yet... Though i have no problem waking up for sch, i have problem leaving home for sch! Everytime i will wake up 1.5hr be4 sch starts and get ready but only leave home 30min be4 sch... Wat to do? People lazy till dont know like wat wat... Lol!

Anyway... Orientation has started from yesterday till next tuesday... Seems like tuesday gonna be alot of important things happening at the same time... Reason? Later then say... Back to topic...

Yesterday went to sch at 730 and was posted to my orientation group; Jackson 4. Well The OGLs were super high and were trying all means to get us high too but all seems not to work. I think working with people whom you do not know is quite hard and this kind of situation was unavoidable. Anyway had many fun ice-breakers, bonding games and got myself properly orientated in the sch! Like finally! Be4 the day came to an end, we had to learn a mass dance and it was crazy. It wasn't difficult, just that we had to dance with people whom we only had known for less then 8hrs was abit awkward. But nonetheless we did it and managed to learn the steps till chorus. After that was debrief and then home sweet home. When i reached home, i went for a bathe and then the most epic thing happened! I was squating down and i had the urge to close my eyes. And so i did. Then within the next moment, i fell asleep. How i know? Cos i fell backwards and in order to maintain balance, i hit my elbow on the wall hard. That was epic right? Lol!

Today went to sch for orientation too. We were told that we'll be heading to sentosa for bonding games and all so we had to dress and prepare stuff for the trip. Today the mood wasn't so bad. We were not that shy anymore and talked more to each other. Some of us even took initiative to talk to one another about diff things. Just when our energy and spirit was close to its peak, the rain just had to interupt. It rain for very long and we had to wait for the rain to stop be4 we can carry on with our games. Though there was rain and our energy dropped half fold, we continued to play internal games to hype ourselves up. We also learn more of the dance. This time we only manage to contine halfway thru the chorus and then we had to leave for the games. Well generally the games was fun, exciting and ice-breaking. From the walking from stations to stations and the games itself, we got to know our OGMs better in same way. And i cant help but noticing someone today. A girl, idk which sch, looks very to the power of very familiar to me. At 1st i thought it was huiwen's cousin but after some more thinking, i strike that off. Then i went into deep thoughts and still cant recall where i saw her be4. Maybe i can ask her that tmr... Haha! Anyway, ended sentosa at around 5 and went back for 30mins of choir. Today same thing happened. I cant sing to pitch! Something is definitely wrong with me and my throat. I recover completely if i wanna sing for cca bazaar...

Yup so next orientation date will be 31st jan, mon. Well its 1 day directly after my bd and im actually looking forward to it. Its not everytime that i get to have my bd falling on sundays ok. The last time was wat? 11 years ago, in 2000? Lol... Anyway tuesday is the important date. Its the final day of appeal result and i seriously, sincerly and hopefully that ben and xy can get into ny and join us. Even ben tan with a score of 19 can come in, i dont see why xy and ben cannot loh... I just hope they're not like me. Im damn impatient with the appeal thing. The principal said 7 transfered out and 30 came in and the stats for the number of appeals stood at 1.2k... I was like wtf?!! Why so many pple wan come NY? Haiz... Hopefully ben and xy can come in!

God i pray,
tat Benedict and xy will be able to join me in Nanyang Jc.
I pray that god would guide their path to nanyang so that our paths will once again cross.
I pray that we will be able to study tgt everything the chances arise.
I pray that i will get to see her everyday and it will not by any means affect my studies.
I promise that they will do their best if they were able to get in.
I promise that we will support them in watever they choose to do and not go against them.
So god i beg, i ask and i pray,
please bring us all tgt in the same school.
In your name i believe and pray, Amen.

Days of not working~

Hi! Im back!

Well this few weeks have been exciting. In terms of 'night war', 'outings' and gossips. Haha! Who say guys cannot gossip? We are also as talented in gossiping as the girls are ok. Haha!

Yesterday... Hmmm.... Went bugis to 'buy watch'. Well was wondering if i should get the 180 bucks seiko de... Hmmm... Readers if you're reading this pls do give suggestion. After 'watch shopping', went to sim lim sq to look for my DDR3 1066 2GB ram for laptop... The price ranges from 35 - 55 bucks! Same place same quality same service price differ by 20... Dotz... Anyway after that went dinner @ tsubo(something something). Then after that sent people home (Not really send them home... Only till the mrt there... She dont allow me follow...) then went home. Was predicting that i will fall sick today... Results? Next para!

Today... Went back to nyjc in the morning to accompany a certain someone for audition. Then her fren came along and spoiled everything... Lol jk! 3 of us walked to the choir room and guess who i saw... LL's fren! Apparently she does not know that i had a fight with LL cos she was like half saying hi to me... But that aside (not important)... Suppose to go moral support people de then end up go do volunteery work. Help the auditionees to warm up and all. Then stupid asaph bluff me into taking the audition again. Was half hoping that mr toh would put me in bass and half hoping that i would just stay in tenor. After audition i still in T1... Diao-ed asaph and left. Here comes the exciting part. I didn't know my stm was so bad that i actually forgot such an important thing. You may see it as something unimportant but to me everything concerning you is important. I cant believe i let myself forget such important things. But you would nv know how happy i was when you said you'll follow me go nex? Maybe i was thinking too much but yes i was delighted! Its quite sudden and im applying my logic to this... But somehow it just doesn't work... I wan to get close to you... Maybe just to start of, i should start knowing you better... And that's wat im gonna to do for the next 2-3 weeks... But if you just wan us to stay just as frens... Im fine but i ask for you slightest consideration... Anyway... After audition went nex mall collect pay. Then met yw jj and da sao for lunch. When i saw how close da sao and jj was, 1st thing that came into my mind was that if we were a quarter like them, I'll be over the moon (Ben would usually make some racist joke here)... After lunch went for choir... Then after choir met up again for dinner... This time i was very quiet. 2 reasons. I was jealous in a way cos i know cr was once in my shoe... And i was abit not feeling well so didn't want to talk too much... But after people like jj say i was very hostile then i forced myself to talk and joke with the rest of the jokers...

Anyway... If you're reading this... You should know who you are that im refering to...

Not feeling very well... Gonna sleep now...
Bye~

Start this right and light...

Let's start this blog right and light...
Let's start it with a joke!

Here goes!

This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done

Haha! Didn't get it? Read it once with -body as a person.
Re-read it wth -body as a meaning.
Got it?

Anyway... I just thought a new year should have a new beginning... So there! A new blog!
New Year, New Start.
The chapter to another part of my life has just began.
I've also found another special someone... Just hope that this time i could make it...

That's all for now...
Bye~